Disappointed

I dont understand.. why is it that only after one year, tonight... you want to bring up the subject.

All these while, you know how my situation is, but either u forgot, or u pretended not to remember.

Why bring up something so superficial, when thruout this one year, we have had so much fun together.. so many fights, so many jokes. why create disappointment now?

am i not good enough? i dont make u happy? if i dont, then just say so. here i am missing you, and you;re telling me to go over my safe zone.. cross my limits. and when i said u dont understand, u gave me a shitty reply.

i hate this. i hate this shit.

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Loooong Time

*coughs and clears cobwebs and dusts* OMG!!!!! Where the hell have I been?? Haha! This blog needs reconstructing, or should I say, "deleteitoff!"? hurhur. no no. too many memories spoken here to do the latter.




Anyways...... life has been itself. upsy,downsy, shitty, u name it, been there. School's driving me nuts nuts loco crazyy gilababi mad. I've got 7 and a half assignments to complete, not to mention they are due back to back. ARGH. i HATE this semester. I hate all the modules. i want my sastera back!!!!! i hate interpretation!!! ok done.


Work! Ah-ha! i've got abt a week left before i leave that place. then i'm gg to take a week's break... and then start work at a new place. YAY! yippee!! Alhamdulillah!!!! :D lookin forward to it! i'm not gg to deny the fact that i'm gg to miss my current kids and colleaguea a lot.. but hey, life moves on and change is the only constant. :) cheh. bebual mcm paham.


and i miss my ladies!! ladies! 5th march ok!! :D


hmmm.. what else eh??? hmmm.. hmmm.. OH! *snaps fingers* the boyfie!!! :D the boyfie and me.. well.. we are always arguing and fighting... it's crazy.. and i'm always the reason why. *sighs* i dont know why i'm like this-finding faults over small matters. i'm such a big baby. :( i love him so much, and i know he loves me too.. please God, just make everything alright again.


i'm off to sleep now.. need to continue my assignment tmr.. its due on monday.. retard!!!





Nite nite ppl. :)

For you my love, I would do anything. For my heart beats for you, and my every breathe is for you. I love you boyfriend. You're the finest. Like Belgian chocolate. :)

PS: Photo is MINE!!!

Angst

This is s***.










ARRRRRRRGH!

Second

HaaaallloooO!!!! @o@ It's been some time since I last updated, and I know, you guys miss me dontcha? HAHAHA. :P Aaaaanywaaaaay,

It's ONLY the SECOND week of January, would you guys believe it??? 2011 is starting verrrry slllloooww..

Anyways, Alhamdulillah, the new year began nice.. Ups and downs are normal i guess.. I'm going to be starting school again end January, Insya Allah! yahoo! i need my brains to work. I'm saving my soul in a month and half time... YAHOO. cant stand working there anymore. sheesh. relationship with boyfie is getting more exciting each day! =)

And GIRLS, we NEED to get out MORE!!!!! Please! I miss our crap sessions, and Starbucks session! end of the month! MUST hor!! =)

I'm also beginning to start doing more reading... like what I used to do.. so that's good ey? :)

Hopefully, 2011 is going to be a good year,like 2010..! and you know... it's January... April is in 3 months... *beams and blushes* ok, I'm not gg to be excited abt it just yet. it's a milestone for me. every day is. :)


I'm happy with family, friends and the boyfriend.. I'm happy with most of the things that I have.. Only, I wish to have $1,000,000,000,000. HAHA.


Ok people. I'm outta here. Till another time!








For the feelings will never change... I love you.

Farewell. You Have Been Great.

You have been amazing! Truly, I have no regrets meeting you...


But, as they say, all good things will come to an end....


*sighs*
















AND MORE NEW & GOOD THINGS WILL COME!! =) 2010, you have been great! I will treasure every memory! WOOHOO!


Happy new year ppl! 2011!






PS: girls, 5 years on, we are still together.. LOVE U!!!


and to the lover, thank you! 8 months have been bliss! I love u!

Wajar?

Wajarkah aku berperasaan begini...


Oh tidak...


Aku tidak mampu.

Aku tidak mahu.


Wahai duka, pergilah engkau.