Weekends

Loved them. Saturday, Sunday...

I wish it wouldnt be over.

Thanks you..

Horrible, Terrible.

It's just not me. I'm not good with aesthetics. I was never a good artist. I could never draw a person like a person; (stick figures, yes.. but not 2D people) what more decorate a classroom properly. Shit. i feel like a terrible teacher.

My mind is up on Saturday-school & gig.

And seriously, if you cant be bothered, so wont we. You forget us all because of ONE guy. you pratically shun us away, like we never existed.. you tell us, to go THROUGH your guy jes to contact you. what the hell do u take us for? what did you take our friendship for? if i were to follow my emotions, i'd say, GO EAT SHIT.

Here Nor There

I'm lost.

Do you ever feel lost?

Tonight is just one of those days. Again.

Please. Give me light to shine my way out of this darkness.

Ugh.

Frustrated

And all that's been desired
And all that's been hoped
Came crushing down
Like rubble & debris

Creating layers & layers
Of demolition
And stuck underneath
Is a cry of anger
Tinted with frustrations


I know, they have their own reasons. But in the first place, DONT plan an Asian tour or tour to many countries. dumbasses.

Fibres

Moonlight,
Sing loud for everyone
Sing loud for revolution
I'll remember...

Shine down,
For all the things I've done
For all these words unspoken
I'll remember...

Grieving bodies threw you down
Who are you fighting for?

Shout now
Before your words are drowned
Before your soul starts bleeding dry
I'll remember..

Fibres-Seven Collar Tshirt

Star Light, Star Bright

Star light
Star bright
The first star I see tonight

I wish I may
I wish I might

Star light
Star bright


How ironic it is... when the skies outside are shaded black?
Do I seek my solace and calamity in darkness, then?
Or do I prefer reaching out to something...
That is non existent?

Euphoric

1) Orientation @ Uni yesterday: t'was okay.. most of my classmates are older than me. hahah.. ONE cute stuff. :)


2) Today... went out with saz and 2 men: Hulk & Ayun. had lunch, and then we chilled at Al Majlis. had apple mint syisya. awesome shit. i love them much! thanks for making my day korang2! :)



Euphoric

I laid on a bed of thorns last night
Bled through pinholes in my body
Adrenaline...

I got up from the bed today
Felt the Sun on my face
My blood dried
A smile crept up
Euphoric.

Lost

I feel lost.

And i hate feeling lost.

I am afraid when i get lost.

With no sense of direction... no compass.

Please.. give me light..

Lari

Setapak dua kaki
Perlahan-lahan mengikis bumi
Mulanya menapak
Kemudian berjalan

Setapak dua kaki melangkah
Perlahan-lahan aku mendepang tangan
Membayangkan diri ini punya sepasang sayap
Yang akan bawa aku jauh ke angkasa

Terasa angin mencium pipi
Bertubi tubi
Apabila langkah semakin besar
Aku mula berlari
Berlari ke arah yang tiada penentu



Wheed.
14/1/10

Thoughts 1

I have nothing else to say.


I dont know why my heart's desire is not yet fulfilled. Empty.



Scared. of my own shadows, of my own smile, of my own aura, of my own confidence.

Terrified... of myself.. of what i have become.

*shivers*

Pada Senyumnya

Pada senyumnya ku lihat matahari
Pada senyumnya ku lihat bulan
Pada senyumnya ku rasa dingin
Pada senyumnya ku rasa kehangatan cinta

Pada senyumnya ku mengadu kasih
Pada senyumnya ku intai sayang
Pada senyumnya ku leraikan kusut
Pada senyumnya ku rasa bahagia.

Sayang sekali
Aku hanya mampu bermimpi
Buat waktu ini
Hanya pada senyumku sendiri
Aku berdepan dengan kehidupan

Wheed
10/01/10

Kelam

Celik
Namun aku
Hidup dalam gelap gelita

Angkara busuk
Angkara caci
Angkara hina.

Kelam.
Idamkan cahaya.

Is It So Wrong?

Alone by Edgar Allan Poe

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

Poem taken off: http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/edgar_allan_poe/poems/18851


Currently reading: Twilight by Stephanie Meyer.

Beauty

Too much commercialism is ruining natural beauty.

Everyone is beautiful, regardless of your size.

Because God made you.

2010

Hello fellow homosapiens! Happy New Year & Happy New Month. It's January 2010. Sheezzz.. Time dont wait for no man or woman does it?

Spent New Year Eve at home last night. sheeezz..

And now it's 2010. Everything is still the same.. i guess.. cept that i've been promoted. glug glug. Resolutions? What're those?

Oh yeah. I dont need anything else this year. I feel so loved. :)

Let go. Please.

Currently reading: Have A Little Faith by Mitch Albom

I walked a mile with Pleasure;
She chatted all the way;
But left me none the wiser
For all she had to say

I walked a mile with Sorrow,
And ne'er a word said she;
But, oh! The things I learned from her.
When Sorrow walked with me.

Robert Browning Hamilton




*Happy new year 2010 ppl. May God bless you all year thru!