An Amazing Journey

This heart, it beats, beats for only you.



My Heart- Paramore.















=)







It has been an amazing journey the past 6 months. I hope this journey with you carries on.... maybe till Death do us part. ily.

Quit It.

Quit staring.

I'm only human.

Thankful

1) For my family...

2) For my life...

3) For the best friends in the whole wide world..

4) For my boyfriend.. For being one of the most amazing man.. after being given all those jerks and assholes.

5) For my job

6) For the education I got and am receiving

7) For being able to live in a safe country..

8) For being able to breathe and live to see every day...

9) So that I can be thankful for all the above mentioned. :)













I love u lovelights. :) each & every one of u.

Loved.

He came back... with lots of stuff. Hahaha..

I was so happy to see him. 4 days, seemed like 4 years or something. :P

Anyways, he brought back what I really wanted, Krabi's sand. =) I'm sentimental like that. That's the most precious thing out of all the stuff he got me.

I've missed him so much. I couldnt go to sleep without hearing his voice. :P Anyways, he's here, back home. Every moment spent with him is a treasure I will keep forever.

Go ahead, puke, vomit, laugh. I'm telling the whole world that I love my boyfriend.. more than I love my life. =)




Because you're amazing, just the way you are.

No Love

Eminem rocks the shit out of my socks.

Shouldn't

He said I used to be a simple girl.

Now i ask for flowers.


I'm horrible. I'm really horrible.



It was never about another party. It was never about you.


This time it's me. I'm petty. I'm fucked up.





I told u... I could never make u happy. =(

Bad Girl

No, this is not going to be about K-Pop.


This is about a girl, whom I am very very very close to. She is a nice person... I guess. She can be very nice. her smile, people have said, is beautiful. "killer smile" to put it right.

This girl.. she has a boyfriend. A very loving boyfriend. who dotes on her and treats her like a princess. She tells me she appreciates everything about him. She loves him so much, more than her life.

But, the past one week, she doesnt know why.. she keeps hurting his feelings. she does feel guilty about it. her boyfriend tells her she's selfish and conceited. and its true, she tells me. she is selfish.

truth be told, she didnt do it on purpose. she tells me she's just looking for attention. she's been feeling lonely the past one week, and all she wants is just ONE day with her boyfriend. she wishes she could spend mornings to night with him. she wishes he would surprise her some days when they meet, flowers would be wonderful. she wishes he wouldnt tell her to go out with another guy.

this girl i know, she's beautiful in her own way. but that selfishness of hers.. she needs to eradicate it.. else it might affect her loved ones and herself.






















and i promise you, i will love you.. till my last breath.

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If Only...

...the world would stop hating, fighting, bashing each other up...

and instead start loving each other..

it would make everything alright.


Or maybe, if it would just pretend to love. for just ONE minute....



(At times like these, I wish I could be in ur arms, just be with you, and forget about the world. To have you plant small kisses in my hair. Everything would turn out alright.. even if it was just for a while. )


I'm on an emotional rollercoaster; I hate PMS.













Have I told you, that I'm in love with you?

Swinging

if you're wondering if it's my status..



you're wrong.


what i meant by swinging is my mood.


currently, i'm all jumpy and happy.



tomorrow... ?

Flaws

Nobody is perfect.

Everybody has their flaws.. Including me. Which makes us all human.

I dont know. Sometimes, we are too blinded by what we think is right, that we dont actually see, that what we do, is actually irritating or annoying to another party.

All this while, I thought that my actions were cute.. that they were totally endearing. But i didnt know.. after a while, it is seen as a flaw. =(

I'm such a loser. a big fat loser.

=(

Just one of the days.... When shit is all I'm eating up.


And sometimes, when u try to care, people dont even wanna reciprocate. So how?





Haiz.

Love.

What more could I ask for??

2 lovely friends, food, ice cream, lepak session, and jln2 with saz's family.


LOVE.