Farewell. You Have Been Great.

You have been amazing! Truly, I have no regrets meeting you...


But, as they say, all good things will come to an end....


*sighs*
















AND MORE NEW & GOOD THINGS WILL COME!! =) 2010, you have been great! I will treasure every memory! WOOHOO!


Happy new year ppl! 2011!






PS: girls, 5 years on, we are still together.. LOVE U!!!


and to the lover, thank you! 8 months have been bliss! I love u!

Wajar?

Wajarkah aku berperasaan begini...


Oh tidak...


Aku tidak mampu.

Aku tidak mahu.


Wahai duka, pergilah engkau.

Untitled.

Running, running
Concrete
Pavement

Unsure
What's ahead

Lost
In the light of
LOVE
No Direction

Can't see
Blinded by
The rays of deception

I'm afraid.

No matter how brave
I try to be.


Wheed.

Standards

You didnt use to set standards for me.


What's up? Comparing me to other people eh?


Oh well, I have never been good. Never been perfect.



I'm hurt. Very hurt.

The Wheels on The Bus

They go round and round..


Life's like that too.. one minute u're up, the other u're down..


I'm feeling like that.. the whole of last week, i was all crappy.. and today, even... for a while..


But.... *takes a deep breath*...i cant let emotions take over me.. they will kill me. i have to be strong.. and face everything without fear, sadness. i MUST.

i miss hanging out with the girls.. and the 2 guys.. miss u all very much. cant wait to see everybody! :)













and my dearest, i love u. no matter what.

Fallen Crystals

Cry. Cry as much as I want... That's all I want to do right now...


Crying is the best thing anyone can do... when everything else fails to help. =(



Oh Allah, please.. make this feeling go away.

Give & Take

Love.. is not just about taking...

It is also about giving...


Compromise, as they say.


Sometimes... it drives people crazy when there is no compromise.













And most times, it pisses me off.

Cold Turkey

I'm having this bout of withdrawal symptoms...

1) Headaches
2) Seeing alphabets
3) always in search of anything hardcover or not...
4) constant need of poring over books of any kind



DARN...



I NEED TO READ!!!


hell, my books are still boxed up. i need new books. crime fiction, horror, vampires, werewolves.. ANYTHING!! BOOOOKKKSSS!!

Bloody Retards.

Some of you might know, some of you might not give a f--- about it. but, i have resigned from my job.. and u noe, no matter when i leave, those bloody retards will still make use of its people. -___-" i dont wanna rant about work no more.. takes up too much precious blog space.


aaaaaanyways. it's december people-O! HAPPY NEW MONTH!! and it's going to be the end of 2010.. FUUUHYOOOHHH! :P bloody sods.. jes a few months ago, it was January. aaaaand.. december is always the time for festivity.. CHRISTMAS!! =D not that i celebrate it.. but boyfie came up with the idea.. that we should jes exchange gifts for the fun of it.. havent we been doing that the past 8 months? hehehehe.. crikey.. i dont know what to get him.. bahahaha..

soooo.. i'm jes going to wait.. till end of the month.. and i'll recollect memories.. to blog about.

as for now, i'm contented.. with the loves.. =) aaaaand.. BACKSTREET BOYS!















no one or nothing can come between us. =)