Not Again.

Envy is one of the 7 deadly sins.

I hate it when I look at other people and scour over the success that they have attained. I should be there.. just like them. Same place. I have similar dreams, so why arent I there yet? I feel stagnant working in this line. Yes, true that I am doing my degree... But it seems like it's forever for me to FINALLY achieve my dreams of teaching in a proper school.

I want to change environment... I NEED to change my environment, or else my brain is just not going to grow. I hate this feeling. This feeling of envy, which will in turn become rage.

I wasnt this competitive before. So why now? And please, I dont want this to happen anymore. This rage. This pain. This war between myself.





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