Give me strength to eradicate the pain of having this emptiness in my heart. To drive a stake through my chest, letting the blood, the black blood, flow out of my veins. So it creates a river so dark that no creature can swim in it. Then my heart, I am sure, will be clean of all its suffering.

I have had enough of suffering this whole month.

Please....give me something to smile about.

Please, I am on my knees.