Complications

This post, I dedicate to a very very very close friend of mine, whose blog i read a few minutes ago.

The past 21 years that I have existed on Earth, I have never known what LOVE was. Most of the time, it was just pure infatuation. The typical high school crush, the normal "Ohhh he's sooo cute!!" kind of thing.

And then 2010 came. I got into an official relationship. Dont get me wrong. I'm thankful everyday for my boyfriend. He's one of the most amazing people I have ever known... The past 4/5 months have been a crazy ride... I should say it's more on a mid level kind of crazy. We have our awesome high times... But sometimes, we hit rock bottom. and that's when a relationship gets complicated. Ours is no different. We have had quarrels, fights, not so much. A lot of misunderstandings. A lot of EGO. It scares me sometimes.. seriously.

Sometimes, I hate him for being who he is.... But most times, I swoon over the fact that he loves me for who I am. He accepts me for who I am. I could never ask for anyone else... That's how much I am in love with him. I am not ashamed to say it here.

Being in love.... it's indescribable. You laugh, you smile, you cry, you get mad, you get crazy... Love is all that-an emotional rollercoaster. I might not be experienced like some of our friends. But I know how it feels like. and u would feel it too... :) so dont worry abt forgetting how its like to be in love... u'll know.. it'll just happen. :)


and as for you babyboy, i love u!